From the meme Jonas was continuing:
I didn’t go to many shows in High School – but the few I remember were very, very good. Number 1 show of High School has to be the time Glenn, Brandon, Josh, Nathan and I (is that right?) drove to Pullman to watch Sebadoh. Those Bastard Souls opened, and I remember seeing a sign that Built to Spill would be playing there shortly thereafter.
It was, without a doubt, the actual freedom of being in a different town seeing this band that made everything worthwhile. We drove for hours and I don’t remember if it was this time or another where Brandon and I argued about the preparation for seeing a show – I condoned fasting from the band beforehand; not listening to anything by them in the car on the drive, so as to arrive with fresh ears. Brandon believe in saturation, listening to the records over and over to familiarize yourself even more with the band. It could be that I never liked that method simply because I never felt I was unprepared. That’s a wholly different sentiment these days.
I remember Lou Barlow, who was terribly aloof when I talked to him during the Sebadoh reunion shows last year, had a familiarity with the audience back then. He dropped banter with ease; “We got a place to go tomorrow night… It rhymes with ‘noisy.’” That cracked me up.
It was right around the time “Harmacy” blew up (before anyone would know what I was talking about when I said “blew up”, and “Bakesale” wasn’t so old that the songs felt dated. Barlow’s songs, for the most part, also warmed cold hearts of high school rejections like nothing else at the time. It could have been juvenile, but it was High School, of course it was juvenile – there was no way to identify with it if it weren’t. Barlow’s always been a champion of ambivalent lyrics, titles, whatever. (See: Emoh)
It’s a pain in the ass to think that that kind of shit is so far away now. All that crap about the innocence of youth is cliche for a reason, because everybody has some sort of stake in it, so everyone’s got something profound to say about it. Nostalgia means longing for the past, but I’m not not necessarily longing for it, I just wish I could remember it better.